before you judge, please read completely..

It's a very sad valentines for me... I LOVED SOMEONE MORE THAN
THE LOVE THAT SHOULD BE GIVEN ...she's hachiko, it literally means
dog in Japan...I love that 7 months old shih tzu..

I've always known there was something special in her, she always
choose to be alone, selfish in a way that everytime someone
is being notice or hugged, she gets mad cause she wants to be the
ONLY ONE who gets attention, that's why I always gave her the
attention she wanted.

Ever since she was born I felt this special bond with her, I told
myself not to love a dog more than the love that should be cause
it happened before and that dog, named brownie who had always
fetched me to school, played with me, sat next beside me when I cry,
died in his months old, so I was left alone and again, I had
limit myself from treating a dog special until hachiko came.

I was snobbish at first, I dont play with them that much, I tend not
to care until I felt this special bond, i thought she's selfish
yet lonely ... I had always watched her, her sister is much more
noticable and cuter than her but I loved hachi more than anything else
and everyone in the family knows about this.

I played with her, just her, running in the backyard..calling out her
name "HACHI HACHI" ...my family always scolds me for not paying
any attention to other dogs...but hachi is a lot different, even
when people think that she's selfish and 'masungit' ...she
actually needs someone to love her and notice her, she's scared
and I had always noticed that she is, but she is so enthusiastic
in welcoming me once I get home from school, so I dont feel tired
anymore.

Once I was left alone outside the house cause the keys are missing
Hachi stood by the sofa and I felt like she wanted to come with me
so I pulled her out from the window... we were waiting there for hours
so I slept, and she did too ...she was silently sleeping with me
in my lap, she never moved...I felt that she was assuring me
that i'll never be alone in her own little ways..

Still, am i really not? when all I could gain stregth from is her
whom I watched play so lively, A dog who needs me so i couldnt
feel that i'm useless, A dog who listens quietly when I sob
so I wouldnt feel that i have no one ...just a dog I really loved
who is now dead, February 14 2009...

Just wanna greet the people a very sad valentines

FOREVER WILL I MISS YOU HACHIKOU T_________________T